The letting go of my childeren who all died except one who is sold to the sex industry. It is hard knowing they are not longer with me.
I’m crying a lot lately. I cry from the inside without tears.
Its a heavy burden I have to wear.
I don’t want to live anymore at multiple times.
But The Lord God The Souvereign one He is taking care of me and giving me all the strength I need on this moment.
I dislike and sometimes even hate being incontinent for six or seven years right now. I have a lot of wash and also I do shower often.
My skin often is irritated and also itching and red.
I have a lot of pain in my entire body.
Jesus is my Savior I’m really in love with Him.
He loves me too. That is a marvelous thing.
God bless you all!
Update December 2019: My incontinence is almost gone away.